For my mom,
Flora Christina Holden
who taught me kindness, the grace of listening, and what it means to give without asking anything in return.
I carry your lessons with me. Rest in peace, Mom.
For my dad, Mike,
for always believing in me. Of all the readers this book might reach, it means the world that you are one of them.
For my brothers, Chris and Billy,
who taught me to own my choices and show up for the people I love. I am better because of you.
For Milo,
my best friend, and the best company a writer could ask for.
Most importantly, for anyone who has ever battled addiction or depression.
Things can get better. Your story is not over. I promise you this: you are capable of an extraordinary life, even if you cannot see it yet.
